Hold tight baby

We went up north to my parents house for the weekend and it was the most active iv been so far with this baby. Nothing crazy, just not very many breaks. We were playing yard games and walking around non stop it seemed. We were playing botchee ball Saturday and everytime I threw my ball I could feel my uterus stretching and then after we ate dinner I blew up and looked liked I was 6 months pregnant. Everyone was concered there is more than one baby.

Thank goodness the 'bump' went down in the morning again. But really, wow! I am excited to show, but when I'm supposed to be. My mom said she was in maternity clothes before the 3rd month but then she shrank a little, I must take after her. 

But then when we were on the way home Sunday, we stopped at a gas station so I could pee and there was a very small amount of red blood. I know this can be normal but it is terrifying. I went out to the car and just started crying. When we got home it had stopped, but there was a very slight pinkish before I went to bed and now this morning it is getting worse. I am terrified. I have an appointment tomorrow morning to make sure everything is ok. I know whatever happens is going to happen but I feel like crap. My job is to protect this baby and I feel like I letting him/her down. I have been praying constantly and I have no cramping or anything so that is a good sign, but no matter what it is so scary. I am just taking it very easy today, it's a rainy day so perfect for movies and laying on the couch. I just want to rest my baby as much as I can. I know I didn't do anything to hurt the baby, I was playing yard games. That is nothing. But I should have taken more breaks and maybe this is the baby saying I need rest. I don't want to be lazy though and my brother in law is coming this weekend so I want the house to be spotless. But id much rather have a messy house and healthy baby. 

I love you so much baby and I pray that you are doing ok in there. I pray that you keep holding on tight and that we have a very healthy term together. You are loved by so many people already and I am doing everything I can to protect you. I hope I haven't let you down. You are already apart of this family so please keep holding on. I am getting you to the doctor tomorrow to make sure your healthy. I hope to see you and your heartbeat tomorrow. You mean everything to me and your dad and we can't wait to meet you. I love you so much baby.