Method #2

I am much happier now than in my last post. Definitely a mixture of evil period moods and the emotions of not conceiving. I'm just glad I'm happier now. This cycle is way different than the last already. Last month I did a crazy amount of research, ate certain foods and avoided certain foods, I wanted to be perfect. Now that didn't work at all to help conceive, I'm not even thinking about what I should or shouldn't be doing now, with some exceptions. I'm still not cleaning the cleaner and I'm ok with that, but it is annoying not being able to clean it and to rely on Brent to clean it, but he's doing a better job than I ever did. I'm still trying to exercise, key word is trying. I'm still not taking drugs, wouldn't want to even if we weren't trying to conceive. The day I got my period I drank a lot of coffee in retaliation and because I love it, but I'm so used to one cup a day now that it was too much. I got cavities filled on Monday and they gave me laughing gas, which caused a headache and I still have it. I wouldn't have had to option to get the gas if I was pregnant. I'm also craving alcohol. Not like taking shots or getting drunk, just a Bloody Mary or a beer with olives. It has been a very long time since iv had a beer, it just hasn't sounded good at all. I think now that it is getting warmer out a beer sounds delicious. I'll still cut out alcohol and extra caffeine once I'm in the two week wait which starts in a week. So for the rest of this week I'm going to live completely normal. That seems to be everyone's advice too, friends and family and online. If this doesn't help us to conceive maybe a combination of both? But I don't have anymore methods so it can't take longer than three months ;) iv also been contemplating telling my mom that we are trying for a baby. I think if it takes longer than three months and I'm upset or frustrated I'll tell her. Otherwise iv been pretty content with the people who know. I did also add my cousin Bethany who is more of a sister to the list of people who know. Hopefully I can keep this calmness once I'm in the two week wait, it really is much more peaceful.